I'm not on here much right now, so my stuff is at [link]

Did some studies today which is good. I really need to draw more though. I think I'll try to get up a bit earlier tomorrow and crank out some more art, then mabye later in the day I won't have as much suck to go through Suck sucks

I've got the feeling there's some simple concept of art that I'm just not getting. I know about what I want to do when I go to the page but when I get there all that seems to be in my pencil is scattered. I have yet to create more than a handful of pieces throughout my three or four years of really trying to draw that I feel achieve something vaguely close to what I'm aiming for. My skill grows, certainly. But it seems the growth comes in areas around but not connected to what I want. It's like I'm in the water all around a stone in a pool but can't ever get what's on the stone. (bad imagery on that, barely makes sense to me with that parable). Anyway so tomorrow I continue in my attempts to grasp that concept which seems made of smoke.